Changes

yeah,nevo can't explain whats happening to me I'm going through changes yeah, I'm not who i used to be everything's different just silently stare seeing all the changes this might be the realest shit i ever wrote lot of things happening around me i hope you get to read this note going through so much I'm entering a new phase that i cant cope with feels like I'm losing my touch I'm 18 now looks a dream i never thought I'd reach it but that's what it seems feeling so tensed up right now and i try to relax feels impossible and i don't even know how life's a bitch can't even control my addictions same as my anxiety and all my depressions got a lot of things on my mind right now that i can't say lot of things happening around me that i can't explain and I'm looking in the mirror all i see is changes I'm a whole different person life ain't gonna be the same no more I'm growing up I'm no longer who i used to be all i see is changes I'm a whole different person life ain't gonna be the same no more I'm growing up I'm no longer who I used to be I'm going through changes yeah, I'm having mixed feelings right now wish i was happy but happiness is far now I'm faced with responsibilities that i cant shoulder and i have to cope with these negativities as i grow older and I've gotta adjust to my new self try to bring out the best part of me and be the best version of myself i want to live life to the fullest drink and go to parties and pose like I'm the coolest feels so good to be alive and someday i hope I'll be able to drive yeah I've been thinking lately happy i made it this far and I'm praying for the best part of life with all the good things and i hope get a good wife and be the best in life but all i see is changes I'm a whole different person life ain't gonna be the same no more I'm growing up I'm no longer who i used to be all i see is changes I'm a whole different person life ain't gonma be the same no more I'm growing up im no longer who i used to be I'm going through changes