#CHFW #THEINSTITUTE #SINKORSWIM #aDAmBOMB Another night I just lie and stare into space if I die tonight would you care or would i just be a cold case? Got me feeling like Peter pan flying high in neverland never growing old but i can't never  land tip toeing on tightropes that lead to hells roads all my hopes up in smoke choking on words I never spoke sweating from a heatstroke in this hot seat my minds constantly questioning me for old crimes I already got away with But ill twist all the  Evidence in my favor ill make  the jury believe they can never let me out even on good behavior I drink myself to death as my own undoing a justified solution for all my evil doings I hate being sober  so I drink myself into  comas One sip away from the one that finally spills me over I'm a murderer im a murderer preying on mu pain a cold blooded animal Executioner killing myself slowly til there's nothing left except a soul so unholy I'm a murderer im a murderer preying on mu pain a cold blooded animal Executioner killing myself slowly implanting thoughts that chain and control me Yeah I'm a murderer who always has to flee the scene all my carnage is under wraps can't  ever let it be seen. You tell me to take a walk in your shoes, but only if you spend a night in my dirty cage be ready to feed on expired rage I'll make headlines in the news leaving you all confused the little coward you thought was innocent is really a participant in killing sprees so belligerent I got no witnesses except my reflection in this blade are blood thirsty killers born or are they really made? I'm both a sadist and a masochist a hell bent antagonist you think theres hope im a tragic hero but don't waste your breath I'm just a big fat zero you think im worth saving but I can't shake this craving I love to see myself scream feeling poison pulse in my bloodstream annihilating all my self esteem I'm a murderer im a murderer preying on mu pain a cold blooded animal Executioner killing myself slowly til there's nothing left except a soul so unholy I'm a murderer im a murderer preying on mu pain a cold blooded animal Executioner killing myself slowly implanting thoughts that chain and control me