I gave you everthing I had was it really all the bad cause I would have taken your hand kneeled down and become your man would have changed your last name but I came in last place and all your disbelief its only left me running circles around my brain this shit driving me insane yelling my own name pattering like the fucking rain holding me back by a chain hanging from my own pain from the gallows waters shallow but I cant fucking drown my self I just wanna die in hell but yall cant fucking tell no matter how loud I yell my dreams are haunting me now reaper coming for me now wake up in the middle of the night and I just wanna fucking die cause I dont wanna fucking cry i stared into your eyes you stared back into mine my hand around your neck holding you so fucking tight the harder I fucking tired you just slipped on by imma bout to cry you fell away from me now im just falling asleep in a deep black hole I ain't breathing I dug my own grave cause I'm dying you broke my broken heart falling apart I waited every day for you but you never came back I'll wait every day for you only for you yeah only for you you haunt my fucking dreams I just wanna fucking scream cause your right there taunting me so close to me why'd you fucking leave you were my fucking queen and I was meant to be your king I just wanna die cause I dont wanna fucking cry a real man doesn't fucking cry so imma hold it deep inside I just wanna die cause I dont wanna fucking cry a real man doesn't fucking cry so imma hold it deep inside deep inside