They tell you it's time to breath, OCD is killing me, can't be happy, that's just me, blame it on my BPD Demons out to get me, these voices are relentlessly drowning out my sanity Make your choices for today, if you don't I'll walk away I've struggled with abandonment, my feelings are so passionate, why I always feeling so fucking inadequate Stick to the rules, don't befriend those fools, I feel like giving up cause I'm getting so stuck, time keeps ticking on but I'm running out of luck, why don't you just give a fuck I feel like giving up, quitting on the daily, sleeping all day, but you just call me lazy, I gotta sleep through so I block out all these thoughts, or I know I'll go the liquor store to sink down all these shots Just breath, you'll be ok, others have it worse, so don't be afraid Who are you? Who am I? Why the hell do I gotta stay alive? Just survive It is what it is, stop taking the piss, out on me, I'm feeling so lonely caught up in my own thoughts, being all intrusive, it's just abusive. My personality changes once in a while, wipe the frown away, put a smile on your dial. Pain pain, go away, don't come back another day, want you out my life, just leave me all alone My friends have come and gone and they have moved on, but I'm the one that's gotta be strong Pitter patter, fall down, sadness makes me drown, feel like giving up when I am so far down