who do I trust/ im about to give it up/ yeah/ how much must I love/ to show I gave enough/ cuz when things go from bad to worse/nearly breathing in the hurse/ trust me it's true/ ima put my last faith into you. everything seems so grim and bleak/ could barely shower this week/ I feel like drinking some bleach/ and overdosing on speed/ god is closer indeed/ I grip my rosary/ cuz I'm stealing checks/ and I Outta breath/ there's nothing left/ so let me rest/ goddamn/ I feel like half a man/ only the crazy motherfuckers will understand/ lend a hand/ maybe a whole arm/ so I can disarm/ these demons/ that just spawn/ from the gates of hell/ throw me ina cell/ desolate and cold/ felt this way since ten years old/ trying to hang myself right on the ceiling fan/ so I would dance with devils/ never get a chance/ to show the world I truly am/ cuz I got skills/ but I'm so sick/ feels like I'd trade my brains/ just to be stupid/ it's all foolish/ it's all been before/ probably see my hanging in the closet next to yours/ fucking life's a chore/ and I'm prepared for war/ cuz if I'm going under/ im gonna even scores/ I really feel remorse/ almost sick inside/ I just neglected the elderly/ with no sense of pride/ demons never hide/ they wanna feed on my soul/ and now It's supper time/ I wanna find some peace/ and leave this world behind.