I'm looking in the mirror/ like fuck this person/ my situation worsens/ every thought is disturbing/ totally off my rocker/ and gripping earth/ gravitys passing me/ and I'm drunk again on astroturp/ this mentality is vicous/ as I'm quoting scriptures/ smoking crack cocaine in a dirty hotel room with a bunch of sluts into hoeing buisness/ seeing apparitions/ and gods my witness/ once I picked a pen up/ every sentence lead me to a life sentence/ Hip hop was my first love/ now I murder when my anger spikes/ they say life's a beach/ well motherfucker surfs up/ im staying corrupt/ aiming to buck/ craving a slut/ I should be locked in a confessional booth/ around cruxifies/ holy water/ with a bunch of deacons reciting some spiritual truth/cuz I swear I need God more than ever/ my mama's hurting/ and there's no certiany whether or not she'll get better/ I feel hell swealter/ and the smell of selsor/ bath water/ got a glock ordered/ for my disorder/ cuz I swear it's fucking hard to be a borderline/ line for line/ kick for kick/ fuck that tripple six/ and the devils dimension/ nothing but pure inception/ just dream in a dream/ no stage between/ ima fined/ and obsense/ there's something trippy/ inside of me/ pale sickly and violent/ pay no attention to sirens/ real gangstas move in silence/ never say a peep/ until your six feet deep/making calls to gravediggers/ I bring vengeance/ mean menace/ demented/ have your family cemented/ no half stepping/ blood bath and killing/I deal with gutter trash/ hope they suffer the blast/ cuz trust me there's no coming back/ put me on a stage/ and I'll rip mics/ its like the audience has paid for a fist fight/ im any rappers delight/ I do whatever I like/ and just might/ feel the crippling bite/ of a Rottweiler/ with a heart that's colder than ice/ you motherfuckers made me this way/ I swear you did it/ im getting livid/ and killing bitches in God's image/ praise jesus/ all these demons need to leave us/ give me the jeepers creepers/ leaving my soul in pieces/ feeling defeated like a fetus / ready for abortion/such a sick distornion/ im ready for the next life/ take me out this out one.