pain

pain is a reaction of the mind hard to block it out it grows on you and when you think theres someone there to help ease that pain they vanish you see i deal with pain everyday i got tears of pain love is pain relationships is pain my whole life i felt pain Where you going i dont know i try an keep my head above water so i dont drown where am i at how far am i going pretty cold out here with out your sweater what good is a soul mate if she aint there to help through this pain im acting different losing weight and she dont even notice its killing me inside knowing she only here for her pleasures ignoring it isnt helping id rather be dead then live like i dont matter dreams are shattered in baseball we all need a batter and if shes doing the pitching your life its not the one that matters i need an outlet my phone bout to die and i havent had a chance to let it out yet im sick of myself tired of the excuses i catch her flirting with other men who has more then i have to offer