My mind is an ocean, filled with this emotion, got this mental illness, sometimes I'm feeling witless. Crashing under big waves, caught in the riptide, I might break my hand if I'm starting up a fistfight Is it just me, am I deleriose, I feel like the Joker saying "Why so serious"? Medicate, pills to take, I think that I need a break. That's when you see the monster, feeling like a hopeless daughter. Can't take it no more, broken to the very core. My heart is torn in pieces, antagonised by these leaches, man I gotta calm down, flip this frown around now, yeah. Yeah, anger today, laughing tomorrow, I can't take all of this damn damn sorrow Quit your revile, start to reconcile, a relationship works both ways, two players, same page. A chemical inbalance, but look at all your talents, you've got all this skill, you should be thrilled. Don't be sad, put on a smile, fake till ya make it, take the chance, just take it, here's my heart just break it, yeah. Trying hard to do my best, I put on a brave front, my heart is pounding in my chest, maybe I should smoke a blunt. Sinking down to the bottom, it's like I have been forgotten. I feel like no one cares and no ones there. I need someone to hold my hand, hourglass with falling sand, walking out of the darkness, I don't need all this harshness. Patience is the key, I'm trying to believe, that there's others out there that can heal from BPD. I'm relentless of all of these friendships, they chew you up and spit you out, that's why I have this doubt, all of this comming out. Trust and loyalty is hard to come by, that's why sometimes I feel as if I want to die. That's the way they make me feel, hope and dreams that they will kill, what you make, they will steal, that's why there's uneven keel, that's why there's uneven keel.