no matter how hard it may get you have my heart so don't break it cause in my darkest time you light my fire your my inspiration if all our time has been wasted it was my kind of vacation it's worth it just to see your face because your my inspiration. there was a time when this kinda thing was harder to do i was blind and i thought that i was smarter than you but when i paused you would push me till i started to move keeepin my heart above the drama it was all i could do i know I've made some mistakes and now I'm saying I'm sorry cause babygirl i loved you before they made the atari before the optimos would fade into cocaine and bacardi I always try to make you smile before my day even started we both played our part and now i feel like my brain has been audited tried to reclaim everything besides my pain fluant it but i taking love for granted baby we were clearly retarted cause me and you to me was one entity that's dearly departy how did we ever make a mess of such a beautiful world? how can i not be stressin less i got my beautiful girls our daughter best thing that we could've offered the world an artist like her father with her momma's beautiful curls now you became a young lady from a beautiful girl it breaks my heart that I was in a bigger part of your world but believe it or not it wasn't cuz I wanted to leave it was because I didn't know how to deal with your mama not needing me now I'm not making excuses that's the way that it seems if only you knew the games we used to play in my dreams I'd wake up kicking and screaming and I will cry like a baby cuz I was dying inside and the only one that could save me don't even know what my name is in people thought I was cool they told me that could be famous and I thought it was true but really I was a fool what was I trying to prove cuz in the back of my mind all I ever thought of was you there's no way that I could ever say I'm sorry enough and I'm not going to hate on your mama she tries the times I've been rough cuz all that is behind me I can finally call you up and tell you I love you you know where to find me