fucked up

wow I fucked it up so fucked up why can't I get it right my whole life is fucked up twisted and mangled gifted but strangled no matter what the angle it's diffinentmy not star spangled from the gallows of my heart my feet dangle swinging by the neck of failure stuck in the web of ehit I'm tangled to many woman in my life promises of futures I can't write wishing I could settle down with a pad and pen just right maybe even get it just right one of these days I'll do every one a favor and just die why so many lies more skeletons in my closet can't hide I'm so ficked up I'm a modern day Jackie with no Hyde a superman with no disguise a Clark Kent who can't fly on my knees now I cry if there a God I'm asking why can't the world see me threw my own eyes instead of seeing me as the perpetual bad guy why ? more felony charges with every second that passes by I know it's drawing close I'm about out of time momma if you hear this I know you know I didn't even try I just stumbled into this world hoping I could fly by I'm sorry to all those I hurt with all my lies I never meant for your pain to get tangled up in mine when I'm gone it'll be like I was never here a blind mime can't see what tomorrow brings but that's fine I tried being a simple man but I couldn't walk a line atleat I never turned to dropping dimes I'll take what I got coming it's judgment time a court room full of my peers please momma don't wast any more tears when they pass there judgment down and I hear lllllllllllllllllllllllĺllllllllllllĺĺllllllllĺĺĺ cheers now I spend my life l a lost soul with no fears