so one day i woke had perc a cit i was broken and flight i prayed to god ask him why i get this punishment not a risk but ill take it easy ease the stress when i take beat drop ill make it rest of me is fake it the other half is real me like a flea and a enimie not a liability not a very sharp of pencil stab myselft in a knee to have a replacement not a raid but array click boy and we pray for the day to come I worship and slay depression got me deep here s my confession not much vivid and its in my dreams so i can click a clean like a steam not just dream speak to me when define the right to bide line it and cry hate make me lie not time but to break lose let go of the lies pass up amd choose pass up and lose i have to much wieght holding me losely if i fall i cant get back up im to usi boozy xannax got me on the mood if i leave i will puke hennesy deeply crying in my mucass lucas come back so we can choose this some time its not a option but let got and use this im crying and sighing softly and sneak out croply young age drinker still flinches when he meets her never lets goo let me go out and grow out not aloud help isn't a option to deep got me leap jump til i bleed not a gangsta love to talk the real me if life aint what it seems leave it to me i will carry the world with me and then catch her and breathe yes its me in camly in the room sobbing and robbing not dropping but down dinner not much bit a lil tight and sinner