Some one pinch me am i dreamin Im in dream land This a cold world it's harder than it seems man All the plotting an scheming These demons inside of me that r screamin If music was a drug then I'm fienin Reality got for me to the point where I can't even breath Started from the basement workin my way to the attic I love writing I'm an addict This tablet is the kitchen I'm cooking whippin out feelings from the cabinet All things go wrong so tragic but u gotta look past it I feel like reaking havoc sometimes I wish I can just disappear like magic Abracadabra gone in another dimension Feeling forgotten like dementia Gone mental with no potential listenin to instrumentals Inside my head Words looping in my brain no pencil No love no credentials Poetry in my thoughts Write these words that I speak With the ink that leaks from a pen to the pad Emotional pain creeps pourin out like a cut when it bleeds It's hard to succeed But I am who I am and I'm gonna be me till I'm deceased I'm a preacher no priest Emotions devoured unleashing a beast then it starts to feed on the gristle and grease Untamed uncaged thoughts Over take my mind Asking God to show me a sign When is it my time to shine I'm on my grind boardslide wit these rhymes Reminice of the times rewind and fast forward Burden heavy like a boulder on my shoulder I'm losing my composure I'm a soldier So I get up and keep going An flowing the same way the tide is goin Music is my pashin I get satisfaction from my fans Lights camera action when I start making plans Understand everythin happens for a reason Begging and pleading to jesus please forgive me for my sins so I can become a better man I'm only human I made a lot of mistakes along the way But every night I pray for better days