staring at my own reflection in discust i cannot trust myself its enough to make me wanna bust the brain from my skull never will i lust but make it a must to erupt feeling curropt spilling my cup take another puff hate it for what it was so my love cant settle with blood put the metal up cant hurt yourself yet its not worth it at worst hurt helped it feeling my heart had melted but felt that i layed helpless and payed for pain most held in selfish doing that to the people that help us cant tell this keep my secret if you felt this stay away from people that failed us its not time to put the nails in the coffin stop inhaling look to the water and sail then its all welcome