Message To My Higher Self...

Somedays I wanna run away from myself... Feel like a shell of someone else... Trying to reach my higher self.. But no one answer,I'm by myself I'm all out of change at the wishing well... No one to blame for the cards I dealt... No hard feelings, I spared myself No regrets just lessons i paid with guilt... But in the end...I'd do it again... For my friends and fam are my greatest wealth...for nothing else just the love and stories to tell... If it was up to me and no one else... I would float away day dream and sail... To a land of make believe fairytales... like petter pan and tinker bell... I was a man,who drove a van,just me myself a guitar in my hand.. I said who is what and when is how and this is where he found himself... Somedays I wanna run away from myself... Feel like a shell of someone else... Trying to reach my higher self.. But no one answer,I'm by myself...