Yeah I’m smoking on this gas just Eaze the pain. All these suicidal thoughts are messing with head some nights it feels like I’m better off dead. Fuck it grab a knife,I put it too my wrist.while I say watch this. One good slit. Then the blood really flows . Yeah The devil has my soul. I hope you all know How much pain I’m really in. memories running through my brain I’ll never be the same. Gotta pop the pills just to get through the day no I’ll never change until my body’s in a grave but until that day I’ll be okay just watch me fade away and. sing along to this song. Before it’s my time .it won’t be long. I told everyone Ima be okay. But I guessed I lied. The only people around are snakes in disguise.. it’s really fucked up. When some one you love looks at you. Straight in your eyes. They say that they need you , and will never leave your side… when shit gets hard, you’ll know that they lied. People want love but can’t even there feel there own love inside . Everyone’s so lost and used to getting hurt. Thats why nothing really works People are so used to being treated like dirt. Ain’t nothing really new . I just wanna shine. Money on my mind I’m gonna get this bread I’ll be just fine.. gotta keep my head up.