Broth_20:11

Insecurities the parasite that eats me alive, I was the last thing on your mind when was deep in your thighs. All the times i I tried to reach you and you never replied, coz you were busy getting fried, and fucking some other guy. Said you want me to commit, but pullin tricks on his dick, I feel stupid, you abusive bitch, I'm through with this this shit, I was real with you, took you in when no one else could deal with you, got you off the gear, and showed you life was more appealable, sleeping in my bed but letting other people share with you, It's true, I'd never hate you, I'm just motherfucken scared of you, stop the fucking begging bitch coz I ain't even hearin you, I'm steering clear of you, because I'm staring from a clearer view, don't come back to me when you need someone new to care for you, I've shed too many tears for you, and I no longer feel for you, I'm writing this direct to you, to make it fucking clear to you. I never wanna reconnect, I never wanna hear from you. I wrote this tune to pester you, I hope these words embarrass you, i hope you feel the anxiousness and anger that you led me to, your love was fuckin cancerous, I'm damaged and it's thanks to you, so don't come banging at my door when no one else can handle you. (Told you not to fuck with me unless it was just me, I trusted you when everybody told me to run, see, I'm disgusted, I just wanted unconditional loving, but you fucked it up for both of us, so I'm gonna run free.)