I wanna Stay

i want to stay oooh mom i want too stayyy, i want to stayy just a little longer mom i want to stayyy tears fill my eyes every time, i have to bring my son back to his dad, so many fears when we realize, everytime he goes a hatred builds and the fun we were havin backtracks and now its a had.. the madness and darkness grows inside me when i look at my sons, that thier own father steals the gladness now sadness now im thinkin of planning an accident so thier pain will.be done. i know i will.damn myself ,but its a sacrifice im willing to take, if the very light and life of my boys are being put out by a sperm donors jealousy and spite, your fuckin with the inner animal of this mama and she is more ferocious than a bear, there will be no pitty or mercy, but slow agony and for your sake you better beware.. my dark side switch is about to be unleashed, this dark switch is instant, deadly, and with the devils heat. im fighting everyday not to come close to the fire, not to surcome to your blood sheds desire. the beast in me once locked away ,will always be the protector of my children anyday. the fierceness of a mother can never be measured, stopped , or held back, cuz to a child thier mothers name is god to them and that's a fact. to my sons ill always be there guardian angel, but this angel can also fall to the depths to dance withthe devil.nothing is impossible when you become a mom, tome its the best , incredible, for short its the bomb