how u make me cry- why u say u leavin how u gonna say i lie- if i dont love you why my mind feel like i wanna die the seconf you walk out my life- im trippin over everything - im blind years fall to my side - wasted i dont mind- because somehow im still convinced that i will find - - the machine- the remote control - a way to press rewind- and see your face in a different light see the look you once had in your eyes, before its faded over time, before i degraded both of our lives with lies , fuck up , more times than i want to remind - shit ive been the worst to be in love wit, started out arguing quick but put it off as we both passionate quick wit , call me sick i couldn't pretend to give a shit i fell in love with you from the first moment we clicked, you let down your guard and i felt some shit, i felt some shit, lookin back on it, i was 26, i really didnt know how to deal with grown adult emotions i felt vulnerable for the first time , i was helpless, you had my heart and my life ,the second i looked at you and finally saw another human who was down to ride, or die, same exact as i - no lie i never spoke those words from out my mind...explains why my lady frequents places and people that make us distant and evil - every week i see you less and less- dont know if u planned it like this or its just coincidence- ima be 30 in 30 days babe im ready to put to rest all of our incidences if you can forgive me for the life i lived when i was steady on the path to POS I promise to dedicate my life to making our life the best , legit, in love, trust, committ... i vow to give you all of it- for our lives and every moment left of it. I love you and i want our special bond to grow together, dont know cant imagine a life where either of us can actually pull the lever that severs this once in lifetime perfectly imperfect endeavour - thats us together- not a doubt in my mind im going to love you forever, only question is whether you gonna let me make evwrything BETTER grownIN UP everyday and 2021 has got me seeing things all types of ways im lookin at mistakes I made and wonder why this rocky road was the path i chose to take #loveletter #lovesong #emotional #rapper2021 #inlove #dedicated 💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯