you're right and so many ways I know I made too many mistakes but I'm hoping my actions can make it a change I know you told me you tired of feeling this way but let me just say please forgive me for the choices I made never forgivable feelings but we all live and learn in some way. feeling like your heart is on fire while you standing in place sorry that i draw a different image for you when I say I love you to your face it's hard it's a whole lot of disgrace all my family feeling the same when I say that I love you I mean it is just hard to show it in your way ? you told me a thousand times I need to be choosing my lane cause you told me the road im taking down i cant come back and be living the same cancel all thoughts and memory lanes some body call my daddy we running cycle's sorry mama i dint get to break my chain but im still here for my son im trying to be there to see him grow to be. a grown ass maine. i aint tryna be the same nigga that was suppose to raise me the same. dead beat daddys fuck them all they should be ashamed riding on the first class dead beat. fuck dads who is sad fuck bitches who they just mad cant have baby cause they just want the cash im not no fool. runnin up a check like i dint already know what you do.. she saying that i love you while im giving her throat babys too she aint even budging spendin debit and bankrolls too