💜Fake Love💜

wake up feelin so jaded, with a noose on my neck, how'd I make it? It's about 8 o'clock and wanna go back to bed, Oh man I hate this! Can anyone please relate? It's- tough living life so anxious, could I just fake it to make it? My own life can I please just take it? Leave it to beaver, came with a clever to sting like a beamer and break shit, team with no leader, I seem to be cheaper, turnin into what nightmares are made with, spin up the reifer, She is a screamer, wouldn't shut her mouth so I taped it, I once was a dreamer, but the grass is way greener on the other side so let's face it, fake love, make up, pay stub this isn't the way up, wake up, days done, say some, This is what I'm afraid of let my brains just bang out, maybe I'll join a gang now? I don't give a fuck what they say now, Fuck it why am I trying to stay proud, cuz nobody never even talks to me, I studder when I talk and say awkward things, I wish everything I did was done in a manner that is timely and properly, I wish I would win the lottery, I'll hit in the back like a glossary, And honestly I'm coppin things to fit in with the cool kids and there mockery, ah fuck man, why is life so stupid Gettin stuck in the dreams that are way too lucid, I'm no cupid so I'll never fall in love, Fuck it I guess my life's useless, And I'm clueless, theres blood all over the floor and I'm running right through it, get used to it, this is just the way I do shit, so like it or not I'm gonna lose it! fuck, this is so stupid fake love, make up, pay stub this isn't the way up, wake up, days done, say some, This is what I'm afraid of I may look hard on the surface, But I'm not, my inside squishy and worthless, My mind is like the monkey at a circus, Oh please what did I do to deserve this? I know I'm not very very perfect, I'm on the road and I'm swerving, way passed pissed and can't stop cursing! Fuck, I hit a bump and may have hit a person! could've been a dog, I'm not certain lookin like a clown with my pants on the ground, mind full of doubt And a big ol smile that's upside down Treat me like a dog, well then throw me a bone, I don't give a fuck man I'm way too stoned, Treat me like a dog, then throw me a bone, I do what I want so I go get stoned, I know how I talk, I talk witha tone, at my party, all I wanna do is smoke, I drink water, I don't need coke, don't, please leave me alone I feel like a king without his throne I feel like a star that's never shown... what it could be outside of the zone I'm hazardous but I have no cone for all this land that I have roamed I feel like I should have my home but I don't so I'll go Think I'll do it, well I won't Think again bitch cuz your wrong I just want people to sing along to something that I wrote with my own notes Feel like I wanna fight, I'll break your nose if you laugh at this then all you do pose pose a threat? nah I'll break ya kneck, so you will choke, Paycheck to check so I toke, so I need me another dose Look at the outfit I put on my bitch, Look at the chicks and the money and the whips, Look at the house and the price tag on it Fuck I wish I could own all of this,