Enjoyed great memories

I miss you dad I remember who u really was my grandpa that love me unconditional always protected me when my mom wound beat on me especially her boyfriend u will always tell me who face i gotta beat my dear son chasing all the bad boyfriends away be a greatest dad in the world wanted the best for all your girls but they never stayed they were to busy partying and running away to brain wash world well I waited passionately for you to come home from work watching all the sports and funny shows laughing and smiling at me every weekend was always the best time for me when we were kids we had no stress playing outside always beside our house hearing dinner done you better come inside before the streets light come on and the sun goes away and get those bikes off my lawn thats how you found us all once driving in the street same way having fun when we really young specially around summer time making pools or sometime go to the lakes fish and BBQ while all the grand kids played im looking around everyone had a smiles on their face get together and share story's around the fireplace thinking the best day we ever had I'll never forget those memories will be forever with me if it wasn't meant for you there will be no me my mom had me at 13 she was so ashamed of me didn't even want me because of my real dad I never knew what kind of man he was whats that had to deal me u look at me and told the doctor no I don't want him and put me back in the machine luckily my grandparents showed up they said no we'll raise him his coming home with me especially when I smile you guys you saw something special in me that my mom didn't see so I grew up the oldest brother protecting my siblings I was always there i know mom is gone but I'm always here couldn't really go to school but I loved it love to read and write got no time for games so I gotta get things right... now that I'm 25 im trying to be the man I dream of its never to late.. age just a number there always time to change who can relate but we never know how long we got so take your shot don't do what comes to our evil thoughts just do what we were taught rest in peace my best friend my grandpa my dad can't believe your gone you'll the only person that said u love me and I felt it everybody so mean now some wanna see me down not doing well everybody just negative all around even tho im hurting i will still smile you taught me to do that well so does my siblings now this not the last song I gonna be the best staying blessed no more depressed looking at the stars me thinking please father God open up your heaven doors your soldiers are here no more fear everybody that pass is here hi kobi and his little angel girl ..dmx and pops debo a strong young man nipsey the hustling and respected man mf doom your the best never be scared freestyle every night real hip hop now never scared to fight legendary dads came to fight till the end for their kids that's the plan this where all your legacy begins your kids will finish our chapters until we all see you again than will understand life is brutal but beautiful at the end most people ant really our friends be careful who u let in your circle no need for more trouble just wanna make my money double