Not ready

So your not ready that’s ok you probably will one day so it’s safe to say u can just lay then when u say ur ready then I’m not ready so do a lot of things but unfortunately I gotta leave don’t do the opposite of what god says but if u do that’s nun of my business I hear people talk a lot about u now IM stuck here without u so who cares about them u died and god tells me to move on but I’m not ready and I never will be I don’t know if I will but we’ll see but it’s hard to see through me it’s not easy and I don’t care I’m not ready so imma grab a machete and kill everybody that bullied me Will I be ok any day now i don’t know I don’t know wut is there to say now thousands of people die every day now then wen it’s my time I’ll know but u know wut I’m not ready to go so let’s balance it out we both know what I’m talking about now that I’m hear I want to let u know that I’m not ready to go