I don't know why i had to do this Growing up I've always felt like a nuisance Stealing cars to tie up all my loose ends Riding around in the new benz Feeling bars despite all of the movements Id pack that shit full Just to enlighten all my new friends Drive until I see the sun We were just cruisin Cops would try and pull us over Lights flashing as we pass the rover Im glad I wasn't older Just a year longer The cell would've been a lot colder Im lucky I didn't see those days Im lucky I didn't feel that pain Im lucky to feel this way Im lucky to feel the rain Taking a chance Take it like its novacaine Fly to new heights until im flown away Im not lucky to see those faces though Not lucky to reach every blatant hole I tried seeing the light through there eyes They were all reeking of hate and dope All us were wishing for this nations hope Even Under a generations cult Lets have some patience though Even after all of the wars from the ancients Lets open the doors for the better days when We were setting pavement with a lesser cadence We were steady praying Even if we were different We would keep praising To the lord about simple things Like winning races No one would ever think about catchin cases I was just switching lanes To pass the fake shit Now look at all the riches I rake in Take away all the thieves and snitches The fiends the bitches The lean, the kitchen The weed, the mission You'd be left with some weird decision To do nothing but burn some bridges Cause at the end of the day Who's really there for you? Who can really bear my mood? Nobody can tear the roof Off this shitty head of mine You couldn't bear the truth You wont stop until I glare at you Or absolutely impair a few I fucking dare a dude To come at with some feral roots Ill come with passion Cause Im dumbfounded by every action Every combatant Every single person who turned on me is who I am catching They wave while im passin Thats not what they did back then Back when they bullied and tortured me In all of my classes Made fun of me cause I lived section 8 and had dreams of rapping Called me names cause of my fashion Now they act like nothin happened Well get to packing cause you'll regret ever livin on this planet Did I ever plan it?? No Did I ever dream of metamorphin Into something so important Different portions of me extorted Into realms of the distorted Wanting nothing more but the fame But had to end up and abort it Got the skill and the talent Just couldn't bloom like the orchid. Oh my god its so morbid I couldnt fuel my jets and fly away from the deported My life isnt even sorted I just started it without even thinking I hit the gas and fucking floored it Well dumb idea Spence Its not like run you ikea or have stories with suspense The only damage you can do is with the pen You cant change lives if you dont have any Zen You cant kill em like 50 did with many men You cant kill the game its just so resilient Everyones Hella lit like hellions Saying Fuck star wars but they Fuck wit the rebellion Fucking pacifist I actually asked for this Immaculate Im a strategist A fucking gem an Amethyst Imagine it your fucking grave ill dance on it im passionate to the game like its magic dont Fuck with my tactics an analyst You can see all my palaces