in due time/ it'll be my time i gotta hole in my chest at best i can barely get dressed knowing im against a stacked deck so what's so good bout what u do if no one sees you do it /i say to myself ( X2. ) im tryin to imagine a better place just when things start to climb i trust to much and i again fade back into black to the deepest cave of my mind is where the evil waits ima slave to my evil ways like my hands are tied and controled by the devils mind in due time it'll be my time i gotta hole in my chest at best i can barely get dressed knowing im against a stacked deck whats so good bout what u do if no one sees you do it i say to myself has i realize i do it for myself and fuck all the rest im has real has it gets man fuck the bullshit i tryin for my kids i put my blood n this just to get knifed in the back again n again the shit that i do for a fuckin friend not to mention a bitch so lets pretend all sing along to a lie a fucked up life yea but its mine ima take it in stride cuz ima need clear mind to reach clear skies i used to fear what ppl thought you know that i was a joke until he got to close enough and i slit his throat fear died on my front porch a long time ago and i seemed to be in control until it was me face down on that porch u know no dad to pass the torch papa gone things got dark mom was already gone im on my own sometimes i catch screaming for my bro on my knees askin God please take this pain and evil outta me its all around me and now im starting to doubt me it consumes all my energy and I believe nobody's feeling me and it used to kill me until I found the real me now words dont hurt me i sense feeling shooting like im reborn but im so torn and worn this pain feels like a thorn I might have been better left unborn if i cant make this turn and shake this curse for better or for worse in due time/ it'll be my time i gotta hole in my chest at best i can barely get dressed knowing im against a stacked deck so what's so good bout what u do if no one sees you do it /i say to myself