At church like thank god I’m alive At da same time, I have to swallow my pride Ask why was I Givin a life with such rough times I have to sit it aside Stay outta my mind Stick to the grind Try to hustle honestly Taking no ones bribery’s I fly alone So no need to have a rilvalry Wats your problem b Obviously I’m a lil honery Scrapping isn’t beyond me I’ll fight til someone can stop me Blessed with children, that’s perfect in my eyes Surfing for my purposes No matter high I have to climb At least I survived All the poverty and crime The hand I’ve been dealt I shouldn’t be alive Seem to fail every time I try And stand up in the tide Wash away in the tears For so many I’ve lost Countless nights I’ve cried We live by the rules of addiction And death is more then A mention Happens to the best of us Jus not paying attention What is this? Ask that question Fentanyl is nothing to mess wit Oh no They say This is da best Shit Livin like a peasant Wit a death sentence Really, I stick to my smoke A few mental illnesses So a few prescriptions In my cabinet Damn medicine Doctors say I’m crazy I feel like I have a vision I got a mind wild and full of ambition