im always walking with my head down looking at the ground i dont ever smile no i always frown i always frown all the people i hang around they never know im always feeling down dont know im perscribed anti depression pills every time im around any of my family or friends i put a fake smile on maybe its cause im always getting shamed bye most of them since 16 to now i had to get it on my own most people will never know how it feels to struggle in the winter when its cold ive ben down that road and back again and to this day i havnt told a soul every day i awake i look my self in the mirror and ask my self why am i alive today no one cam understand whats wrong in my brain and thats a tragedy all the hurt and the pain led me to being so pissed off one day doctor told me i had hdhd anyone acts rectless or dumb with me i just go ham like im freddy mercury something else i can tell everyone im lucky if i can even sleep 10 hours in 2 days smoke weed for the insomnia i wonder why im so fucked up im always walking with my head down looking at the ground i dont ever smile no i always frown yea i always frown all the stuff done ta me most people wouldnt have made it as far as me did a few bids cause i once was a major theif running around like John Paul Chase hes a famous bank robber from back in the day everyday i pray ta god ta give me a sighn of what carrer path i should take so i put pen to the pad then right this track im tired of all the money cars and women spoken about in rap take a losten to this its a better example of rap while i work at kfc bucketing chickenfor the fatties i hate my fucking job so i said fuck it and picked up mic ta spit this if i ever die i hope someone really listened cause im just a legend in the makeing im always walking with my head down looking at the ground i dont ever smile no i always frown i always frown and last but not lest ill never put the fucking mic down