Soul Searching Hook ))) My minds racing I’m soul searching What I’m doing is it really worth it ? I need to have a conversation with god to find my purpose My life’s in the shadows like closed curtains Soul searching I’m soul soul searching3X Verse1 I’m trying to get better with myself but the demons keep interrupting it’s like there string to my back I’m like a Controlled puppet, l just need some loving but the negativity keeps coming time for me to stand up an stop running worlds back to the movie 2012 nothing but corruption, how can I sell my soul if I’m still searching I need to find one be myself leave my ghost right now all these thoughts around my neck as I’m hanging fuk it should I just pull the rope end my life rip out my throat I’m drowning in depression I can’t float technology is controlling people like a remote so ima just decide to leave an go find my soul These rappers smoke weed pop pills but don’t know it’s the inside of them that gets killed there hot but on the inside got chills drugs really do fuk u up who cares for the thrills be a romodel if ur a poppin rapper people look up to you these kids are gonna grow up and be thugs like really honestly look wat u guys did what the fuk for my music u need to listen see my vision who cares be great an turn up idk where I will go I just need to find my soul I can’t rock with no roll my flow is serial no bowl it’s fine wen I bury u rappers dead in this whole