lost out at sea

i will never see the logic what your showing me is toxic all on the screen we watch it while these boys of mine the paw prints the blood stain the gossip too many lines i watch em cross it patience you see im getting what i wanted everything i dreamed of while they plotted scheming on me keeping me on those illegal drugs i see those slugs racing past my head clear as yesterday buzzing like a buzzard only way to go is left to right scrimmage on those headshots they taking flight on my life making reparations from the sun to the MOON all I ever wanted was to rest in a tomb her scented perfume aroma with my name draped on her shoulder smiling over me saying you blessed me bolomajor green leaf clover carryoiyng boulders over shoulders everlasting south bay soldier i just want to write a story bout the cats up in the cradle never able then you see im out here telling fables im lost out at see im lost out at see