so I'm laying here in bed and I don't know what to say Dad has made it so da dad gum Gray it makes me sad cuz I am not bad I just am really sad I'm sad and I'm not mad but I want to shout I want to shout shout shout and get it all out but I can't, so I have to go to this place and vomit out these words and say all the bad words that I can't say out loud so I flush it down the toilet and watch them go round and round and round