Yo I got a lot of dispair, and it seems like only a few care, I feel like I'm doin the bare minimum, I feel like my life is being controlled like I'm in the cinema, feels like my life doesn't matter uh, I just wanna cry all of the pain away, but ik I'll never feel the same, ya hold me down make me feel better, cuz I know I'm goin threw the stormy weather, and I've got a couple suicide letters, uh I'm starting to see blackness cuz I put the chrome to my dome, now I'm on my way home, father plz forgive me for sinned and take my soul keep it hidden under lock and key, then I can be free, uh my body is so cold, I just need sombody to hold,  whoa, my body's moving so slow,I just wanna go, cuz I don't belong here, I'm such a fuck up, but I'm stuck, in this mother fuckin rut, i just need some Fuckin luck, fuck, I just wanna grab the nine, and I feel like cutting off my friends, cuz I'm close to the end, Now I just need to hit send, Sell a couple dimes just to get by, just to get high, cuz I'm not ready to die, I just wanna fly, high in the sky, my body is so fuckin heavy, its hard to get ready,So now all I have to say is fuck love, I'm fuckin done, time to let the bullet pierce right thru my scalp,fuck this life and all of this self doubt, I fell in love now I'm brokenhearted, I knew that I should've just darted, left to go back home, I'm tired of being all alone,