depression diary

Good night ... When I get down ... Everyone laughed ... Without understanding what I feel ... I am here standing tall with the problems and burdens of life that I have been feeling ... Sad i guess every night .. Only tears that I keep ... Even though my heart is broken but I still smile ... I was getting desperate, and wanted to stop living. But not. I'm still strong, with current problems. I started crying and was silent, because everyone thought my family was trash. Every night she complains about my family and my family's behavior. But I am still strong and grateful Take your gun, and feel it, what you feel right now. I'm sorry, I'm going home tonight, and not to repeat it. I'll be right away, catch some time. Hey ... nigga my mind is not as stable, and everything seems trash to me. Name I promise, will soon send what we feel right now. YNW LIJ will keep singing, and freestyle until, night and see you morning Good night ... When I get down ... Everyone laughed ... Without understanding what I feel ... I am here standing tall with the problems and burdens of life that I have been feeling ... My heart is broken, to pieces See my mother, humiliated like that. Fuck with her you bitch, I am very sick, and my family is broken. Your base is a whore, there is nothing I fear in this world. Huh the cure for heartbreak is cigarettes And, I'm starting to be naughty again. Because of all of you, fuck with this world. And this is my depression diary. And I bury a wound in my heart, crushed by my family, hurt by love, messed up by friends. Oh, life is so good for me Good night ... When I get down ... Everyone laughed ... Without understanding what I feel ... I am here standing tall with the problems and burdens of life that I have been feeling ... My gun is useless, when I want to end my life, and life feels empty to me, this shit is called happy? Huh, you crazy man. Good night ... When I get down ... Everyone laughed ... Without understanding what I feel ... I am here standing tall with the problems and burdens of life that I have been feeling ...