sit down let me tell you all my worries all everybody ever done is leave me in a hurry I've had so much hurting so much pain all my baggage causes doubt in my brain all I do is hurt you and treat you like you are the same but the truth is I picture you have in my last name I've been lied to so much I wonder if this is the truth or it's just something in my brain ever since the first time I saw your pretty green eyes looking at me feeling like I was on cloud nine I don't want to do you wrong I just want to do you the way that I was trying to treat everybody else I want to feel like I felt before all these people damaged my mental health so I got to sit down and tell you all of my stories all of my struggles and all of my worries every single anxiety that I might have about things that might happen see every woman drove off with my heart but I left it on my sleeve I swear to God it was a push start and everything that I felt for that woman it was wrong and I thought it was so right so when I bring my pain to you just understand it's not me I'm the dog that's just not trying to bite I wish I was a typical man with the typical stand but baby I may be the Rockstar but I'm not even just a typical fan I'm your number one I swear I will love you beyond the lifetime of a son but I treat you like every other person that was so temporary because I don't know any other way to love see when you met me affection was something that was temporary my insecurities vary and I swear it's very scary thinking long terms but I swear to God you're the woman I'm going to marry see I'm not the sensitive type I'm not the person that will ever try to hype cuz love sucks that's why I told you to keep your head high I knew it from the beginning in January when I looked you in your eye I promise you the world before I die because God's got bigger things for me but he told me to love you like jesus loves the church but I'm going through some struggle I swear the devil's trying to flirt but you're the best creation since God made dirt baby I believe in you I wish I could put your name on a shirt I've had my Phil of disastrous dinners that's why you're my dessert you're my beach with a beautiful Delta you're my sky with a beautiful Spectra that's why baby i say I love you extra