I panic everytime I close my eyes I feel the pain everytime I tell you lies Bet you never see the pain behind this smile Man these demons possessed my damn mind I keep tripping and slipping I can't stop complaining That life is a killing I'll lose, I won't be winning Maybe I'm always in denial One day I'll fix my trials Life feels so spiteful But I'll run and reach the finals They say come first and you won't get hurt But I came first and they threw me in the dirt I'll climb my way up Let them watch from the top, rooftop I won't flop, til I drop (top again)