wish me well!!!! hold me well i will face my fear and wipe my tears take me through the long journey i will pray for God mercy with his Blessings all over me am feeling drained tonight really sad Tonight hope i survive this night 🥺 my lovers call me cow boy and jerks call me lover boy but i don't think i am none maybe that why am alone living with out any passion my anxiety has taken control my therapist his trying is best I think i need some rest for the night this dreadful night my therapist don't want me out of his sight he is giving me the maximum attention many rules to break and many secret to leak playing mind games with my self i thought that will be dangerous so i let everything in my mind out now am free man like i use to be am the cowboy my lovers call me and the lover boy the jerk call me free from anxiety and smuggler life i now have a passion driving me toward my goal what a dreadful and fruitful part have choosen to pass wish me well!! hold me well i will face my fears and wipe my tears