Nostalgic (08:47)
you ever get the feeling that everyone asks to much of you at times, are your spreading your self out alittle to thin takeing on a bit more then you should. gotta have some of your family pitch in for you so you end up coming out on top. am not knock what people do cuz i do the same dame thing but differently. for most my life I've never really tested my full potential. I always had someone have my back if things got fucked up. well not always just some of the times when a certain person brings shit up. well, they didnt help me when i went to the pinta or the time i got stab in KS on X-Mas of all days to. or when i was on yhe streets in CA. t that time was actually pretty cool bouncing around doing odd jobs camping out yeah that was alright. Or the time the house caught fire shit i barely made it outa that one to. or the time i got hit by a car. or the time i almost lost my fucken hand. fuck that man ive been handleing my own shit pretty good well , not that good at least am still alive right? shit come to think about it am bulletproof, fireproof, knifeproof, carproof, and ass hole proof gotta be to live on the streets in CA. my life has been pretty awesome then some meet some pretty cool people cases clay for instance a few others but that guy was the best bigger then shit to. i don't even remember what i was trying to say oh yeah. I know its cool to help out as much as you can being a good person doing your part for humanity and your community but, when some certain types start to get to know how you carry your self and your willingness to help out others in need well i just hate the fuck out of it sometimes cuz people want a few dollers and more afterwards when they dont pay you back or they want some of your time then most of it the next time. fuck its ok to say no once and a while, I got other obligations i have a full agenda sorry but no dice. got to go, got people to meet and places to go. leave me a lone so i can have one weekend to my mother fu ken self so i can get my shit done. or let me get some other chummp to do my work on the weekends so i can do as i plese.. fuck all that people need to own up to there responsibilitys so i can hang out with my buddy. touse back a few cold ones so she can unwind kickit with out anyone calling asking do this can you this or that huh pass me a fuckn beer fuck that to pass me the bottle liquors quicker need to unwind get outa this funk outa this rut and fast to cuz its kill me. want to get too the point where i just dont care need to get drunk where i dont give a fuck. tryed of waiting on people, tried of talking to deaf ears tired of wasting me time. people act like my time is non import, like i do nothing for sun up to sun down. been praying for better days but things are just getting worst day by day at the point of just saying hell with it.
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you ever get the feeling that everyone asks to much of you at times, are your spreading your self out alittle to thin takeing on a bit more then you should. gotta have some of your family pitch in for you so you end up coming out on top. am not knock what people do cuz i do the same dame thing but differently. for most my life I've never really tested my full potential. I always had someone have my back if things got fucked up. well not always just some of the times when a certain person brings shit up. well, they didnt help me when i went to the pinta or the time i got stab in KS on X-Mas of all days to. or when i was on yhe streets in CA. t that time was actually pretty cool bouncing around doing odd jobs camping out yeah that was alright. Or the time the house caught fire shit i barely made it outa that one to. or the time i got hit by a car. or the time i almost lost my fucken hand. fuck that man ive been handleing my own shit pretty good well , not that good at least am still alive right? shit come to think about it am bulletproof, fireproof, knifeproof, carproof, and ass hole proof gotta be to live on the streets in CA. my life has been pretty awesome then some meet some pretty cool people cases clay for instance a few others but that guy was the best bigger then shit to. i don't even remember what i was trying to say oh yeah. I know its cool to help out as much as you can being a good person doing your part for humanity and your community but, when some certain types start to get to know how you carry your self and your willingness to help out others in need well i just hate the fuck out of it sometimes cuz people want a few dollers and more afterwards when they dont pay you back or they want some of your time then most of it the next time. fuck its ok to say no once and a while, I got other obligations i have a full agenda sorry but no dice. got to go, got people to meet and places to go. leave me a lone so i can have one weekend to my mother fu ken self so i can get my shit done. or let me get some other chummp to do my work on the weekends so i can do as i plese.. fuck all that people need to own up to there responsibilitys so i can hang out with my buddy. touse back a few cold ones so she can unwind kickit with out anyone calling asking do this can you this or that huh pass me a fuckn beer fuck that to pass me the bottle liquors quicker need to unwind get outa this funk outa this rut and fast to cuz its kill me. want to get too the point where i just dont care need to get drunk where i dont give a fuck. tryed of waiting on people, tried of talking to deaf ears tired of wasting me time. people act like my time is non import, like i do nothing for sun up to sun down. been praying for better days but things are just getting worst day by day at the point of just saying hell with it.