Back in my Game~Chris Bell

New Phone Notepad Backed up Olllld Olllld as verses of Mine that I lost forever and now I have them again! had to attempt two of them ...not bad for first attempt after not doing them for a couple years. ~Chris Bell #rediscoveredwrittenGemsofmine #imhappyifoundthemagain #imrising First Verse Beserk, concerned words Burn, work earned Worth, Research Learned Earth, Hurt Turned Worse,   just want to Reassure, Sure, to Urge what is Pure, I just want to be that Cure, I dont want to be this Curse, yeah through these Lyrics are my Spirit, so its Appearing to being a one of a Kind Adventure,  you didnt come walking in, no I let ya, I let you inside, so please let there, not be a Lecture, Ive already Learned my Lesson, not just once, but more like x 7, even decided writing out how, all neat and descriptive, as I wrote down, that Letter, i dont want to get all caught bent up, no i just wanna get better, before i cant handle even the slightest agitation, so much bottled up aggression, hot headed tension, its all messy and relentless, still i wont let up, yep, always keeping my Head Up, i cant wash off my Sins, to many countless times I've tried it, They hold a tight grip, i can only say goodbye when i finally give, them the time and day to say, my Confessions, what you expecting, after all this Emotion devoted gets pressed in, under my skin sinking deeper into my Chest even adding pressure on my lungs, im running out of breath, i begin to wease, it aint ever easy, living like you thinking your gonna make it with ease, if you ever have an attitude like that, maybe you might as well wish for it to End for youll find a day thats not so nice when you just want to casually play, youll get checked real quick, put in your Place, a Reality Check, Refreshed in your Face, dont you be Cheating Death, especially dont be trying to Cheat Yourself for what you Deserve Best, Remember the ember may cool down but still that charcoal dont ever turn cold, it just waits with patience for the time to be right again to unleash that Fire before your Eyes, just like your Soul, so you can Realize, this is Magic in Real Life, no act, no need for hype, i just Rap and my flow takes the atmosphere and adapts against reflects of the Mirrors, which Reject the Fears, took so long to do this, i mean me, no longer hiding, my Secrets behind closed doors when now thats irony for now i open them like its some kind of messed up Show and Tell, my Life from the beginning I Was Conceived and Born into something more, that I could easily Tell, yeah me, once i was exactly 2 pounds around, and about three months premature, yep that was lil old me Mr Christopher Philip Bell, and I Understand I may be a Hollow Man but least im not a Hologram, for i am all that I am, and I am Real. these Cards are in my Hands, are obviously, you see a Big Deal, I guess Im going Roasting, and i just went Ham, Explaining the State in which How I really Feel. Yeah im back, Back in my Game Back with this Flame, Back in my Game, Back with no Shame, Back in my Game, Back but not the Same, Back in my Game Back with this Change, Back in my Game, Back for So Much I have Gave, Back in my Game Back and I am not Afraid, Back in my Game, Back unlike all these Clowns who Just Sticking around to Entertain, Back in my Game, Back to Flipping more than Just Birds, for I have Earned this Power I Learned to Create, Back in my Game Back to Release this Rage Back in my Game, Back to Erase the Pain, Back in my Game, Back to Leave my Cave of a Brain, Back in my Game, Back with this Concentrated Crave, Back in my Game, Back to Hopefully Escape, Back in my Game, Back to Loving the Feeling of this Chase, Back in my Game, Back to Defending my Pride as I Live this Case, Back in my Game, Back to Remind I, can't be Replaced, Back in Game Back to Beats Be Beating through my Veins Back in my Game Back to Show I Don't Hide from any Disgrace Back in my Game, Back Permanently, unlike some Momentarily Phase,, Back in my Game, Back to not Repeat but Gain, Back in my Game Back to Exist in Reality, as I exit this Picture Frame, Back in my Game Back to Loving to a Put a Smile on my Face, Back in my Game, Back to Believing that This World in which I'm Living and Breathing, is a Loving and Beautiful Place! Back in my Game Back up out of the Cage, Back in my Game Back at it For Days, Back in my Game, Back against the Wall so I Hold onto to Faith Back in my Game, Back to having no One to Call for help, and In this Life I cant Switch Lanes, Back in my Game, Back at it fast attacking with bars so hard,  ill be acting like a switchblade, Back in my Game Back with this Passion my Souls been Packing for the Moment of this Day! Back in my Game!