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to many bad thoughts im trynna stay happy finally just got a job but gotta go to court next week my girl shes a queen but shes startna act like a diva she tells me one thing but its so hard to believe her dear god so many night i called out and cried to u but u aint shown me a sign come around or nothing dude (i still believe in u) its just so hard to stay positive in a world negative my ex hit me up oh what the hell with it she showed me love when no body else did im like a jar sealed up with a tight lid open me up and watche explode in this bitch i need help i cant help i aint been the same since this shit been taking stress gummies they only help for a lil bit tried smoking weed but it still aint doing shit i go to bed with a thought on my mind it got me fucked up by 3oclock i start crying crying out for help dont no body understand me the ones i though i had turned on me like family (gosh damnit) thats okay im okay imma make it thru grew up with a couple people i still got a few