Alex Ornelas
Alex Ornelas

Insanity.......beat by anabolic beats

Insanity.......beat by anabolic beats

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26 Mar 2021

Growing up I made some many mistakes Decisions that I forsake That I regret Can’t seem to forget Seems like an endless road Steering right into the darkness Slowly loosing what I once controlled And its Turning me heartless Trying to ignore these crazy thoughts Causing unforgivable pain All that they brought Is getting harder to contain Keep trying to detain Feels like im going insane Like a lunatic                        Claiming he is a mystic unable to come into reality cuz of his mentality making him loose control of what he was once able to hold worth more then all of the gold unable to maintain fighting his inner demons trying too retain but in the end he couldn’t comprehend where had it all gone he lost his sanity trying so hard to move on declaring  immortality rejecting all of humanity its crazy what the mind can put you through things you cant remove Feeling so dysfunctional Making him delusional Causing self destruction Asking for redemption   When his life was over He wasn’t able to get closure That all he ever wanted Feeling so defeated Proving to us that the life you thought you owned Was just loaned Cuz it can be taken away In the light of the day Or when the night is gray there our dead body will lay in a casket for display or carrying our cremated remains but finally he would be set free from those chains that made him more insane and he wasn't to blame but nothing would be the same

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3 years ago

Growing up I made some many mistakes Decisions that I forsake That I regret Can’t seem to forget Seems like an endless road Steering right into the darkness Slowly loosing what I once controlled And its Turning me heartless Trying to ignore these crazy thoughts Causing unforgivable pain All that they brought Is getting harder to contain Keep trying to detain Feels like im going insane Like a lunatic                        Claiming he is a mystic unable to come into reality cuz of his mentality making him loose control of what he was once able to hold worth more then all of the gold unable to maintain fighting his inner demons trying too retain but in the end he couldn’t comprehend where had it all gone he lost his sanity trying so hard to move on declaring  immortality rejecting all of humanity its crazy what the mind can put you through things you cant remove Feeling so dysfunctional Making him delusional Causing self destruction Asking for redemption   When his life was over He wasn’t able to get closure That all he ever wanted Feeling so defeated Proving to us that the life you thought you owned Was just loaned Cuz it can be taken away In the light of the day Or when the night is gray there our dead body will lay in a casket for display or carrying our cremated remains but finally he would be set free from those chains that made him more insane and he wasn't to blame but nothing would be the same

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