jack of all trades

my heart slow as i begin to fade i am a jack of all trades i live up in the shade afraid of the sun look at what ive done ive killed the only one yeah the only one who ever loved me now i can only dream drift down this stream be splitting out the seam my head is full of steam is this all a dream maybe ill wake and bake to rid me of this snake for gods sake these feds might juat put me to the stake to end my mistakes cant shake of these thoughts got me feeling mental my heart is so gentle and torn but now she just look at me with hatred and scorn look at all this blood ive worn