my moon and stars

memories of you come and go can't stand living with out you and our kid's oh how badly i miss you and them you wanted to hurt me well I'm here tellling you that what you be doing is killing me inside to the point i dont want to open my eyes never do i want us to say goodbye never want us to fight just want to make it right and be right next to your side be your ride or die no lie i get this feeling that you never want to see me again bit it don't make sense because you have our kids and I know they be missing me probably asking for me i know in the past I never made a change but I'm telling you that im changing for you please find it in your heart to except me back in your life i promise I will never be the same guy dark clouds over my head thinking of you and our kids has my tears falling from my face like pouring down rain you can tell I'm being honest with you if you look in my eyes baby I love you too the point i never want nobody else no lie baby just give me a chance to be there for you and our girls you and our kid's are my moon and stars thoughts of you be clouding my head but I love the fact I can never get you outta my head instead of being mad i put on a instrumental and start rapping away from my heart I'm opening up for everyone to hear and I found my voice we have choices we make the one day we will deeply regret if I had one wish it'll be to earase all the things I've done i be writing lyrics and they mostly about you because I love you happy birthday to the most amazing and beautiful woman alive i have no reason to lie i just want to be able to make thing right thing's between you and me could be much better than how things have been you the reason why I neverwould gave up threw my gang life away just for i can overcome all the hate I have inside cutting off ties with my friends and family that seem to be against the person who I'm trying to become when you hear this i hope you have room in your life to love me again we can start slow if that's what it takes to get you and our kids back in my arms fighting the storm alone is the toughest part of my life and not having you by my side best believe I constantly be haveing you and our daughter's on my mind memories of you brings a tear to my eyes so before I run out of time i love you baby and I appreciate you for lasting as long as you did and I know I fucked things up but understand I know that you are worth more than anything in this world come on baby and give me a chance call me Everytime you get a chance please I'm begging you and sending you my love give the girls a kiss and a hug from me again I love you till I take my last breath please rewind and listen again and remember that I truly do love you and our kid's I'm standing right here with tears in my eyes and hoping that the love is still there wanna hold you in my arms once again but everything is up to you please don't push me away because I want to be apart of your life and be a dad to my kids I'm praying that you will listen to what I have to say baby I love you and our kid's all i want is for you girls to be back in my arms shielding you all from harm