hated by all loved by few

I know one day these scummy days will brighten with your smile just to become better days u know I be in my feelings u ain't even gotta ask u know how i be feeling ualways got me thinking on who I used to be when thinking of u and all our memory's I have to sit back cuz it reminds me of who I used to be amd in now thankful for how u matured me I used to act like nothing or no one phased runinng my mind into an ego bigger then it was nent to be staying out late drinking and smoking like I had no strong women waiting for me i putt one to the sky raise my head and take a breath stuck confused feeling dumb and abused grown into a man by a woman addicted to pain that became self in flicted cuz she spends all her time with my misery she speaks to God but i tell her only the devil has an answer see they call me slow retarded shes making the war gor a real take over she asked me whats on my mind so I said the rich be crooked to the core Obama least he tried but mr Trump no offense id rather die a fraud in all ways every one tried to take our supply and demand thay made survival of the fitted no one turns to do a damn thing she starts losing it and crying his face is erased stabbed in the back all he ever wanted was respect my elders showed me how to move and survive talk is cheap and minimal speak your fucking mind who the fuck cares so if ur a criminal say fuck you're haters only t hey only make u shine u can only take it one step as at time like they I say I will never change who I am but I will mutre to who I really am nobody ever gave shit is a crock of shit 💯 so my mother gave me life my grandma gave me love my true friends gave me hope and I gave 💯 percent difficulty walls to thick not realizing pushing real hearts to their limit leaves u desperate for commitments with strangers with cruelty that has no limit but the voids must be filled insecurities must be curbed demons burned learn to love u cuz until u do love will never find u just know its a tool for walking in the dark filling our souls just to remind us who we are others on this journey take their own ways we are unique as one until we see that grave so live had love strong and be loyal to those who earn it eject those who don't deserve it