I'm alone 💔

i dont understand why u to had lie to me i thought we was cool now we ended up rivals see i speak upon the truth and u hiding it thats the reason we not close cos u steady lying i really don't get it I'm bouta get heated , thought we was fam mentally we really splitting just cos i catch on yo shii u say im tripping at the end of the day its all love all dat bullshit ion give no fuck ima change mhm thats WASSup not dealing with ppl this time a nigga really done and no not no suicide cos i always keep my head in the sky try to clear my mind while im talking to god cos he know and he sees the real pain in my eyes but mom i hope u realize a nigga still love you im your ride or die yes i am a loner i don't have to lie im built like this til day i die