so confused
am getten so confused with my self tied of tearing my self apart. Am my own worst enemy no one can tear me apartbut but my self. I wake up and pray for better days to come so I put on my hammet put on my Male . and I got out in to God knows what and I get shot, I fell like am taking a beating and then some. I know it's all i. my head but it's so real and am so scared but I can't stop. I got to be better got to take care of my little brother. so I get on my knees and confess my sins. got to get it together or be left for dead. but I can't stop cuz am so confused what am I to do torn between two sides trying to please both sides at once and its it's getting worse cuz am seeming my demons come to life. so I stop and I pray for better days day after day every day hoping for better days,. I hope and pray my little brothers ok. so now do I pray to my lord and savior or do I pray to the creator so confused. the house is in a blaze and it's hot I can almost feel it, like the flames are licking my back. I feel like am taking a beating day in and day out . my backs all burnt up and I look like a struck match. hopeing it's all in my head. so I keep on praying and praying but am getting tired feel like am going insane. I've done everything I need to to be in heaven, I confused my sins put on my armor. went out everyday and night not afraid of anything cuz you said you would never leave me so I keep on praying for better days every day for every one. but my self cuz am confused about it all which one don't want to disrespect one or the other. Brothers don't be mad but I got to pray for you two. I pray you get well and I pray you move on to a better place. I don't think I'll be able to make it this time cuz the shit gotten worse. my in demons are getting ready for war. so I hope and pray your safe. i gota get ready ready for mother fucken war. am so sick and tired of these demons rolling up on me. now I know it's all in my head cuz the burns don't hurt as much. and I got my armor on and am ready. thank you for not leaving me God. so anyone of jou mother fuckers still want to fuck around bring that week as shit my way. I'll never back down this Time am not going to be shot or lit up. I'll take it the max I get no fear.
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am getten so confused with my self tied of tearing my self apart. Am my own worst enemy no one can tear me apartbut but my self. I wake up and pray for better days to come so I put on my hammet put on my Male . and I got out in to God knows what and I get shot, I fell like am taking a beating and then some. I know it's all i. my head but it's so real and am so scared but I can't stop. I got to be better got to take care of my little brother. so I get on my knees and confess my sins. got to get it together or be left for dead. but I can't stop cuz am so confused what am I to do torn between two sides trying to please both sides at once and its it's getting worse cuz am seeming my demons come to life. so I stop and I pray for better days day after day every day hoping for better days,. I hope and pray my little brothers ok. so now do I pray to my lord and savior or do I pray to the creator so confused. the house is in a blaze and it's hot I can almost feel it, like the flames are licking my back. I feel like am taking a beating day in and day out . my backs all burnt up and I look like a struck match. hopeing it's all in my head. so I keep on praying and praying but am getting tired feel like am going insane. I've done everything I need to to be in heaven, I confused my sins put on my armor. went out everyday and night not afraid of anything cuz you said you would never leave me so I keep on praying for better days every day for every one. but my self cuz am confused about it all which one don't want to disrespect one or the other. Brothers don't be mad but I got to pray for you two. I pray you get well and I pray you move on to a better place. I don't think I'll be able to make it this time cuz the shit gotten worse. my in demons are getting ready for war. so I hope and pray your safe. i gota get ready ready for mother fucken war. am so sick and tired of these demons rolling up on me. now I know it's all in my head cuz the burns don't hurt as much. and I got my armor on and am ready. thank you for not leaving me God. so anyone of jou mother fuckers still want to fuck around bring that week as shit my way. I'll never back down this Time am not going to be shot or lit up. I'll take it the max I get no fear.