Brenda Hellyer

hell and back

Brenda Hellyer
hell and back

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08 Mar 2021

i been to hell and back , mothafuckas dont know about the shit i came through, i come from the deep north , motha fucking montana is where im from, the blood runs deep in my viens , i wont forget where i came from , it used to be rusty rigs lacking orange caps now its dusty roads leading me back, back to where i belong the northern place where the steam from my trip to hell and back can woft off my body like the pharmamons that keep the woman chasing my name Tank, yea bitchs i used to be rank but then i took on the persona the god damn tank, nothing could stop me i was the one man appcolypse just forging foward despite the wreackage , a child of emphathy made the war inside to much to bere its time to shed this armor this fictitios tank provides , i came thru stronger than most i know i can endure what most normal man cant , i see the sun on the herizon a differnt glow from the tunnnel of light i am used to seeing my death is not the end of my being, this is me starting fresh , im the. new man who will take a stand cause im no child im the boss of the guy i am, you may try and bring me down but motha fucka im on the rise aint no one going to stop this accent , ill use this energy to stop the insanity and be the father to my son i know i can be , i once choose to ignore him which is no easy pill to swallow maybe thats why that brown liquid in my needle was so much easier to follow, well fuck that cause i aint no nigger and koby your daddy is back , i will show you son how a man can change his ways starting right now, cause son a man is the sum of his choices thats all we have in this life we can control no matter how much we fight it , be accountable for what you did and where you been thats a real man , koby i choose you to be here even if it seems out the blue, i hope you forgive my past absence but for today and forever on i choose to be the father because thats what matters not me but you and who you choose to be , i know you will be better than me and if not just know ill always be here on bended knee waiting for the!

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4 years ago

i been to hell and back , mothafuckas dont know about the shit i came through, i come from the deep north , motha fucking montana is where im from, the blood runs deep in my viens , i wont forget where i came from , it used to be rusty rigs lacking orange caps now its dusty roads leading me back, back to where i belong the northern place where the steam from my trip to hell and back can woft off my body like the pharmamons that keep the woman chasing my name Tank, yea bitchs i used to be rank but then i took on the persona the god damn tank, nothing could stop me i was the one man appcolypse just forging foward despite the wreackage , a child of emphathy made the war inside to much to bere its time to shed this armor this fictitios tank provides , i came thru stronger than most i know i can endure what most normal man cant , i see the sun on the herizon a differnt glow from the tunnnel of light i am used to seeing my death is not the end of my being, this is me starting fresh , im the. new man who will take a stand cause im no child im the boss of the guy i am, you may try and bring me down but motha fucka im on the rise aint no one going to stop this accent , ill use this energy to stop the insanity and be the father to my son i know i can be , i once choose to ignore him which is no easy pill to swallow maybe thats why that brown liquid in my needle was so much easier to follow, well fuck that cause i aint no nigger and koby your daddy is back , i will show you son how a man can change his ways starting right now, cause son a man is the sum of his choices thats all we have in this life we can control no matter how much we fight it , be accountable for what you did and where you been thats a real man , koby i choose you to be here even if it seems out the blue, i hope you forgive my past absence but for today and forever on i choose to be the father because thats what matters not me but you and who you choose to be , i know you will be better than me and if not just know ill always be here on bended knee waiting for the!

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