In tears

You speak of the stone as if you own me But I ain’t your friend family or homie On the way to the top I’m mister lonely With enough drugs that I just might o Dee Ima an addict ya but that’s the old me Found a reason to live mines Godspeed Still find a prayer to ask god guard me Kuz life’s a bitch both pigeon toes and knocked knees I break at the embrace the way she holds me And as I pull away I find myself grow wing Like I’m already fly I don’t need to grow wings To touch the sky bitch I’m my own king So if the love comes with a list of conditions Envy doubt distrust and suspicion Just leave me to my hopes and we’ll wishes Weed smoke pain music and a secret mistress Time goes past going nowhere fast And you want me to stand there and hold your hand Man plans .... god laughs And you just keep bringing up the fucking past If you love me you would let me go If you love me you would let me grow No if you love me then it would show So if I’m missing something baby let me know Falling souls broken heart don’t mend easy Chill stone yeah I know my son need me And ima keep fighting as long as I’m breathing So fuck everybody who don’t believe in me