Giving up

Sweating profusely underneath a black cloud Still Trying to Stand up from my last knock down History repeats itself i kus its back now It’s a foggy dog world but we all chasing cash cows Rent up past due bills stacked high Praying up to god please let math die So go head little mama drop tears to cry And here come the fireworks Fourth of July They can’t keep us can’t keep us down Eventually karma would come back around Kus lately my depressions been gaining ground And baby when I need lives seems unfound Sometimes I say things but nobody hears me Sometimes I feel like nobody sees me So I act out like I’m looking for attention But all they wanted was some time and affection Don’t do it Don’t you dare do it When your right at the verge of giving up Dont lose it Don’t you dare lose it When you feel like your at enough Hurt pain losses maybe I should die Closer to the ledge maybe I could fly I just recovered from a hard right Soon as I healed up I got hit twice And that last impact must’ve t left me blind Kus it seems like it’s dark all the time And now I hear rumors clear from miles away I’m a lose it I swear I’m one smile away Kus life is up down up low high And all we got is prayers for the most high I might not be able to save you but I would try Kus it seems like compassion is something born inside Don’t give up don’t don’t you give up It’s just a moment of weakness I could feel ya Look on over to me kus I could see ya Go on whisper to me kus I could hear ya Rent up past due bills stacked high Everything gone wrong and I just wanna die Sometimes rock bottom is the only way to rise So I guard my heart there’s no way inside Life beat me up it made me timid People took advantage it made me a cynic First I beat myself with my unhealthy living And all the baggage left behind of past women My scars and memories are reminders That life can be as rough as peaky blinders how can you know this pain but then there’s childbirth How can my testimony be put in one verse Life’s harder for some but had for r everybody Despite the loud laugh and the dancing bodies I know it’s small if even At all pick up the phone there’s always someone to call