Dreaming of heaven I'm livin in hell Screamin out loud for someone to help All the blessings and curses make it hard to tell If this a dream or if I'm living for myself Change constantly moving Perpetual physics is truant Knowledge I pursue it So I speak fluent Finally coming up who'd a knew That rap is something I could do Nothing to lose Only to prove We sippin the booze Think it'll cover the bruise Not meaning what we chose We only tighten the noose But I got paths to choose Bridges I can't loose Gotta look for my family A Guiding hand for me They won't abandon me Except in deaths tragedy There's no strategy To escape humanity We cope with profanity Dope to ease insanity Standing with me My conscience The time is the last Logic packed it bags Can't return it Got no receipt Ain't claiming defeat I won't declare retreat History stuck in repeat Funny what we think When we learn it sinks Trenches dug so deep The war in my mind has No time To correct the wheel Casualties cannot heal I forgot how to feel Fake from the real