dear mr jelly roll my name is cole and I am facing demons I am seeking my freedom I dont know how to leave um I am writing to you because I know that you see um how did you leave um I cannot see them but I feel them breathing there stuck on me for all the wrong reasons I dont try to tease um I dont wanna stop breathin that's the only way that I can seem to free um why cant I release um they have no reason I hear them while I'm sleeping they just keep on creepin grim reaper reapin brain bleed leaking depression I am keepin they get me while I'm sleepin I never looked to seek um I do not want to keep um why aren't they leavin I cannot find a reason do they not have a season ? i want to know the reason why are they after us when we are sleepin dear mr jelly roll my name is cole and I am facing demons I am seeking my freedom I dont know how to leave um I am writing to you because I know that you see um how did you leave um I cannot see them but I feel them breathing there stuck on me for all the wrong reasons I dont try to tease um I dont wanna stop breathin that's the only way that I can seem to free um their teeth keep on sinkin I keep on drinking crown royal I'm sipping I know I'm not tripping the bible I keep gripping I've thought about quitting the drugs I could be getting could leave me sitting PAUSE I cant figure out why it is me they are seeking I am not a weakling your song "only" is the only reason Im breathing I would of threw it all away you're voice is whay made me stay you said god has a reason the hardest thing in life was our buddy leaving man I really miss the the past man I really miss his laugh man Dillon made us laugh I never drempt in a million years that ride in the grass would be our last doing doughnuts in the grass man I swear we had a blast everything changed so fast I'd give it all just to hear your laugh license and registration yeah it's in the back just cuz I'm skinny you think I'm sellin crack my damn gun it holds 6 blasts only takes one make a cap only takes beat to make a track I'll catch you on the next lap