HearO-"Shes Gone" 💔🔐🙏

they tel me Its gna Be Okay all you do is Kneel and Pray another Friday avoiding this freeway traffic running away with my Feelings blurred from the arguments we had in the past ..im never on time anymore never loving the cold weather another winter out here missing your Touch your love is hard to find these days i see you through so many unfamiliar faces but thats probably just my Sadness kickin in reminding me i shoulda stayed but i had my eyes on someone else i know i hurt you i know i Walked away insecurities like fuck reminding me dont Let up and never come down sittin in silence nowadays wishing i can come home but that homes Abandoned now a bed in the dark love dont love like you loved me anymore.... damnnnn i shoulda payed attention and handled that part but i was lost in the streets that kept new Shoes on your feet our Babygirl aint so little anymore she dont even wanna answer the phone for me anymore i admit that part hurts so i avoid birthday functions why see another man live his family if i aint got mine so i drink a lil bit more and stay away frm everybody writing my name on these streets aint curing the depressed part of me anymore this room feels like Hell in a cell i wonder what theyd say if i never came home i wonder what they'd say if i left today....