(verse one) if you missed me in the past then tell me why'd you leave, its so damn hard to have relationships inside the streets, only had a part time job cleaning them ink machines, lord knows I've been in the mud praying on top of my knees, I'm trynna make all this 🎶 to show my family tree, I know I did a lot of bad shit back up in the streets, but I'm almost 3 years clean and sober from meth and i am the newer me, (Hook) tell me if this.....life...is for....me, cause I'm in this position to gain, ain't trynna loose what I have, (Verse 2) I don't have a job yet since all this covid-19 going around, don't wanna take my chances keeping my circle big and round, so ima just do me for sure and make my mama proud, ain't gotta worry bout getting in trouble or getting locked up in the pound, I'm trying to make it but I'm always keeping my finger crossed, just being patience hoping blessing that my day would come, so I don't have to worry bout dyeing id be long gone, (hook) tell me if this.....life...is for....me, cause I'm in this position to gain, ain't trynna loose what I have,